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My Only Desire

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I miss her
I miss who she is
Why can't I accept her absence
I'll never be able to continue
As long as I can't be with her
And as long as I'm not able to continue
I can't keep helping people
I see all these relationships around me
And they dont mean anything to each other
All they want is the sex
Or they look each other for looks
Or even at times just so they arent alone
And I am in love for who she is
And I want her for all she can be
Not many guys will say that
I dont want her for her body
Its not important to me what she looks like
Even though she is beautiful
I never thought I'd feel this way
Never thought I'd find anyone as pure as her
Somehow I did though
Somehow they dropped an angel
And I caught her
But its not fair
I love her
But can't be with her
What sense is that
Where is the justice
For what I've tried to do
Where is the one thing I asked for
I never wanted anyhting for the things I've tried to do
The people I tried to help
The "lost causes" I tried to revive
I never asked for anything
Until just this moment where I wanted her
I want her
Let me have the only thing I want
I'll only as for her
After that
My life's work
Will never be in vain agian
And my journey to find an angel
To accompany me through life
Complete
Once that journey is complete
My other one will take full force
I will not lose another person
To sorrow
I will not give up
Fullfil this one request
And my own self
Is yours...
You may have my strength
And my ability to speak
But you may never have
My soul
It belongs to her
As she is the one who desires it
I want her...
And then my journey
Is yours...
All I ever asked for in life was my girl. The one girl who I could love forever. I found her, but for some reason. I still can't have her. I'm losing it, the reslove I have for my journey. If I can't have her soon, I don't know how long I can hold out. It's just not fair anymore.... I do all this stuff for others, never asked for repayment, then the one time I ask for something.. I can't have it.. We'll see what happens, I'll hope for the best. Once I have her, nothing will be impossible, until then, I don't know what I'll do....

The knight on his knees is a symbol of me... I've been called a knight before by those I help.. I'm on my knees praying for her to come to me, or for me to go to her... I want to be with her.. before I can resume this journey with full strength...
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sugarcube886's avatar
wow i really like that because i sorta know what u feel like alittle bit.